Je t'aime

2006-10-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

everything's so different now.
it's just a week to school closure,
and yet...
what's this suppose to mean.
just why can't we have a happy and memorable year end.
everyone's going to be in different class next year,
or rather MOST.
what now? cold war or what sh*t
i just dun understand,
it's so confusing.
& it's very difficult to follow what your mind tells you to do,
cause your flesh is unwilling.
yea.
sometimes i just feel so useless.
i want to help, to bring back people to Christ, to change them,
but if they are unwilling then what can i do?
i just want let them know that Father is always there and He loves us no matter what.

God's arms are always stretched out for us, it is only if we wanna make the move to grab hold of Him, to get close to Him or to be this close & yet so far from Him.
make the first move, a step of faith.
He is always there for us, even if you're not a christian,
YOU'RE HIS SON & DAUGHTER.
we're all created by Him.
Believe it or not, it's up to you.
just remember that,
at your saddest times, He will be there to share your troubles,
be there to love you.

Ready Now
Come like You promised You would
I want to surrender for good
I know that I need You
And I don't want to keep living life alone

So take my heart
And make it new
And make it true
And make it like You

Take my hands
I lift them high
They're Yours not mine to do
Do what You will, do what You will
Do what You will

I feel like a blind man in Your sight
I know that I'm wicked in Your eyes
So wash me and make me shine like Your Son
I want to tell everyone that You're the only One

I'm ready now
I'm ready now
I'm ready now
Do what you will

I'm ready now
I'm ready now
I'm ready now

sorry, i don't have the mood to continue le. CIAO

2006-10-12T16:45:00.000+08:00

neoprints taken yesterday.

2006-10-12T16:13:00.000+08:00

shall blog 'bout yesterday.
met at jurong east mrt and went iceskating.
me, jiayu,estella,jane,siying,john,yihui,cherng yew
then we met joel at the iceskating rink.
went in to skate. not alot of ppl at first but near resurfacing time,wow so many ppl.
didnt eat breakfast so we bought cup noodles.
thanks yihui! haha he treated everyone of us.
haiiz. jiayu made me fall 2 times. haha cos she duno how to skate.
me yihui and john helped her. but credits goes to yihui for teaching jiayu hahas
we played and played.
wanted to make yihui, the pro, fall but to no avail hahas.
in the end we made john fall. hahas.
and there was birthday dedications so FOAM! haha we used the foam to mess each other's hair.

after resurfacing, the ice super smooth. skated darn fast a few rounds.haha
had lots of fun iceskating. we took a few pictures too. using yihui's cam

then we went arcade! haha we raced cars! whee!
i won! lalala. out of i think 6 times, i won 1st 3 times.
hehex. i think im addicted to car-racing now.
then we went to play the drums. estella is addicted to that haha.
spent quite long in the arcade then we went to take neos.
john's sister keep disturbing him.darn funny. then when it was her turn to take neos, john disturb her. when she was so angry, she came out in the middle of the photo taking.in the end, she wasnt in the pic haha.

then we went to have lunch.japanese food.
chatted and laughed.
then me jane jiayu and ass went to take neos again.

haha hmm will post the neos in the next post.
today, super sian. did the stupid e-learning quiz and i failed=(
45% its super difficult can. haiiz
anw it doesnt matter.dun think its included in EOY. yupps.
CIAO.

2006-10-10T00:01:00.000+08:00

o71oo6
mid autumn festival!
went to school early for roller blading.
not as good as i expected.thought we could skate leisurely but nah.
due to the haze, we skated in the hall small area.
after that we skate around 2nd floor.
then duty. super slack.walked and walked.
still prefer last year's duty haha. cos got my pri sch de mah.lol
i bought a mini shirt from class 1o8 and siying helped me draw a chick. super NICE!
thanks siying! =)
*fastforward*
then the stupid haze!super blur cant see the surroundings.
PSI 150 siazxx.
mr ng sent me, si ian and biqi to the mrt station.
went home by myself. had to breathe in the fire smell=(
still it was a memorable day for me

o91oo6
went orchard today! hahas.
err actually nothing to be excited about cause i go there every week=/
yup took the shuttle bus from great world city to orchard. 5 minutes to orchard. fast eh? hahas
was super early so i went popular and i saw the materials for the scrapbook.
wanted to buy but super ex.
then met fangyu at 12pm and the rest after that.
together, 9 people.
me, fangyu, yuan, roanna, jiayu, yanxiang, presley, john, bryan
we shopped, eat, take neos and chatted.
went arcade! i race car and won! haha
draw with presley. i could have won him but i went pit stop lol.
then they play streetfighter? yah. presley, bryan and fangyu are the pros! haha
then went heerens.took neos. the guys didnt want to take but was forced.
in the end we took and that john...
haiiz ruin 1 pic. but decorating that time darn funny.
'hardo gay' lolx. thats what bryan wrote for him.
yupps. these are the neoprints we took.

i editted most of it, as you can see. yupps. hahas
anyway, got to go. CIAO.

2006-10-06T22:03:00.000+08:00

YAY! ART IS OVER!
last paper for EOY!
end of all those sleepless nights.
sick and tired of sleeping at 2am or 3am everyday.

after art went causeway point with fangyu roanna john yanxiang jiayu.
yuanyuan went with us but had to go back school for CO.
just walked and walked.
didnt really eat today. no appetite
then accompany john to buy pomelo haha. darn funny.
* i cut short the whole day*
dun feel like updating. very tired.
and fcuk that stupid HAZE!
ARGH! my nose is...
walao.i cant see a single thing too.
anyway, rest well people. tmr mid autumn festival.
yay! roller blading tmr! hehex.

just why are all these in my mind.i went there last month with u but now without u i feel so empty. just when i need u, u were not there. hope ur leg is better. take care.

2006-09-04T21:57:00.000+08:00

update!
woke up at 'round 9am.
the house was super quiet and empty
though my bro was at home.
he's sleeping so soundly lah.
spent the whole morning slacking
did some science questions given by mrtan.
ate instant spaghetti for brunch. haha
hmm then bout 2plus went to clementi
went causeway point with kelvin after that.
walked and laughed. hahas.
searched for elena's present.
went back at 'bout 5plus.
ah. i wanna go iceskating!
but no more money and everyone seems to be broke.
tmr there will be physics extra lesson from 8-9.30am
wonder what i'm going to do from 9.30 to 1pm.
training tmr till 4pm. sianx
that crocs file guy died=(
stupid stingray.
and and and... YAY! PRESLEY GOT TOP16 but he lost after that.
congrats olddie! u tried your best and u did super well!
anyway, CIAO xD

i will never forget the times spent together.
thanks for everything.
time flies so fast.
*holding onto your hand
just want you to be by my side...

2006-09-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

taken on 31aug`06.
i lost all my neoprints cause i lost my wallet...
and i still prefer the previous one i took with them! nvm
yst we had teachers' day celebrations.
had some problems... dun wish to take bout it.
omgg! ms wong is super cute lah.esp in nanhua uniform lol.
after everything, walked with kelvin to the bus stop then i went back to primary sch.
met with grace celestine jennifer and huiling.
saw quite a few of 6e'o4 friends...
like li er, leon, samual, weijie, kianann,vanessa...
yah. after that we went jec to watch MONSTER HOUSE!
whoots! nice show siaz. very exciting! hahas.
then went to take neos.
the stupid unlimited time machine sux.
not happy so we went to take another time another machine lol.
then we sat at the bus interchange there to eat mee siam
haha super funny lah. we were like laughing laughing and laughing...

today, woke up late wasnt feeling that well.
sorry yanxiang! was late couldnt get to see ur first match with seeded player.
its like super cold there lah. freezing... wishing for someone to be there.lol
kelvin went pulua ubin
watched yanxiang and presley play tabletennis comp. today
together with yuan ferny roanna and jiayu
felt rather left out. haiiz
yay! both yanxiang and presley got into 2nd round.
super duper tuper hungry. went for lunch.
didnt really have the mood today...
haiiz duno why...
after that went home while the rest wanted to go woodlands
on the way home i went tiong bahru to buy some stuffs...
reached home at 6plus.
one whole day...
haiiz both of them cant go tmr. i feel like a failure. God, why! please help me.
almost cried today. thanks jiayu for being there for me!

i miss you so much when u're not around.
i love you lots!

2006-08-30T21:10:00.000+08:00

tagged by roanna. haha

5 random facts about me:
1. i want to finish lantern making!
2. i love maths.
3. i have a sudden craving for tabletennis xD
4. i look forward to going school, seeing my friends & him.
5. i want to sleep now.

5 things which scare me:
1. my bro! super irritating
2. some people
3. insects
4. losing someone close to me
5. i don't know haha

5 songs i'm listening to:
1. superwoman
2. kiss goodbye
3. breakaway
4. bu de bu ai
5. everytime we touch

5 things i like:
1. being with friends and him
2. having enough sleep
3. nothing to worry
4. having my closest and fave. things with me.
5. not being 'bullied' by my bro

5 things i say most:
1. err....
2. whatever.
3. huh
4. haha
5. dunno.

5 people to do this:
1.fangyu
2.kenny
3.kelvin
4.john
5.amanda

okay. done. and i have no mood to update. so pls wait for the next time
haha. yah. gonna have conference call later.
CIAO. byebye xD

take care of urself.
esp ur finger.
thanks for everything.
Je t'aime<3

2006-08-23T21:07:00.000+08:00

YAY! COMMON TEST IS OVER!
& RESULTS ARE COMING=(
rawr! stupid careless-ness!
bleahx.
over le. dun care. hahas
normal day. did abit of lantern
went for briefing of teachers' day stuffs...
then went sunsports with jiayu jack kenny and presley.
played...
YAY! I THRASHED KENNY out of the many sets.
then bryan and kelvin came and played too. haha
i deproved! no trainings for 3 weeks leh!
and like OMGGGG!
3 MORE DAYS
to TABLE TENNIS COMP!
argh! so soon lah. i tot it would be like sept.
*heave*
its the first match of the whole comp. and its early in the morning 9am.
crap. im super pressurized.
my 'coach' wants me to get into 2nd round if not he will think of a punishment for me.
lol right presley?
after playing, went back home and rest...

dun have to burn midnight oil le! yay-ness.
but still i cant sleep early cos im used to sleeping late le.
*cries* tmr getting back 2 papers.
tremendrous setback-confirm.
chinese + physics= fear
rawr! i scared i will fail chinese.
cos i didnt finish. and and and...
physics... circuit =/
hmm, guess i gtg le. CIAO

all those memories are all kept in my mind.
i will never forget the times we spent together
i just cant stop thinking of you.
missing you.
just wanna stare at you & smile

2006-08-09T10:18:00.000+08:00

here are pics of NDP
SPECIAL THANKS TO KAIWEN FOR HELPING US TAKE PICS ALL THESE WHILE.

fireworks!

different colours of the fireworks

shooting star?

lights!

205!

original pic by kailun

edited by me.

ARTIST KAI LUN! WHOOTS!

2006-08-09T09:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
and HAPPY B'DAY KENNY

it's 9th august! national day.
so we are going to perform later
it will be high but im afraid i wont
not feeling well=(
presley high fever.
get well soon kay.
REST MORE!!
haiiz.
stupid sorethroat, back ache and u know wad... lolx
nvm, i shall try...

yst was early dismissal
after sch, went jec for lunch and bought a pair of crown studs
bought kenny's present.
didnt have enough money
sorry kenny! its the thoughts that count!

kenny!
happy birthday. its ur day today.thanks for cheering me up when im down. with all ur lame jokes. hahas.MY TABLETENNIS OPPONENT! haha. chang2 jiao1 is oso a skill! haha not my fault that u duno how to play against me. lol. yay! i won u hehex. end of august go play in prepare of my competition kay?
THE SKY FELL! (:

yups, then went bukit merah library till 6+
was freezing ~~hot~~COLD
went for dinner with dad.
went home, msn and made bookmark for jerry on behalf of the class.

Jerry!
though u may not be reading this. but thanks for the things u did for our class. without u, our performance will be in a mess.u brought fun and laughter to our class. helping us take our food and drinks, boards and flags.
YOU ARE A GREAT AI, BUDDY, BROTHER! YAYS!

205!
its our last performance and we must do our best. even if we are not feeling well, must bear with it. just bout 10 minutes of hard work today and the whole of singapore will know.we have made it through these 7-8 months and im sure we dun wan to disappoint ourselves, mr low and all those who sacrificed their time just for this day.
WE ARE GOING TO ROCK THE NATIONAL STADIUM TONIGHT!
JIAYOUZ! no matter what, never give up or you will regret!

no matter what, i'll never let you go, not so easily.
Je t'aime <3
sorry that u have to handle all these by urself. i may not know what u are feeling but im really afraid that one day...i promise u i will never let u go. i trust u and i hope u do. if really u cant take it, then the decision is up to u.but i know i wont be happy nor will i forget bout u. cos u have already been in my heart for so long and its difficult to get u out. maybe dun care bout wat they say if not the same thing will happen again and again and i will have to bear the pain without u knowing.pls dun get too affected cos i wan to see that smile of urs. the happy, cheerful person i know before.
*it's only You.
*i just can't stop thinking of you.
*guess i have fallen too deep.

i wan to run to the altar
& catch the fire
to stand in the gap
between the living and the dead
give us a heart of compassion
for a world without vision
we will make a difference
bringing hope to our land

wont u Lord,
take a look at our hand
everything we have
use it for ur plan
wont u Lord,
take a look at our heart
mould it refine it
as we set us apart

2006-08-06T18:54:00.000+08:00

yst NDP was tiring. but overall its all worth it..
3 MORE DAYS TO NATIONAL DAY!
which means...
4 more days to my knee scan=(
hmm, yst weather was super ~~nice~~HOT
yupps, wasnt feeling that well.
but managed to pull thr.
after practice, waited for bus.
then we realised she was gone, with our valuables
waited super long.
then decided to go back sch first.
everyone is like super scared.
but i just dun get it.
definitely she wont flee away de lah.
haha. she dun dare and cant! its singapore.
lolx unless kanna robbed lah.
then she took a taxi back with 206 tcher who oso disappeared.
SO YAYNESS! haha
then me and jiayu walked to the busstop.
i went queensway mac.
then went home cos parents have to settle some family matter.
haiiz. recently so many things happening
they are so busy...
yup. went home and watched superband.
luckily lucify didnt win. or my bro will be super pissed.
haha.
today, woke up and went ikea for brunch.
then shopped awhile.
wasnt feeling well.
felt like vomitting=/
so went home rest and went tuition at 2.30
yay! didnt have to do stupid trigo for maths.
its totally disaster haha. cos i dun understand.
did revision of graphs, indices, standard form and mensuation (dun think sick)
yup haha.
im like so dead. i dun have chinese software at home.
cant believe it. so many coms at home yet not a single one has.
tried to do wad jiayu and fangyu told me but still cant.
nvm, i just have to go sch do or ask jiayu help me type.
hmm, that's bout all bah. CIAO xD

2006-08-04T20:59:00.000+08:00

a long time since i updated.
there's alot of projects recently
dreamweaver, video journalism, chinese... haiiz
crap lor. duno wad my dad do last time
now my com no chinese software.
mum say he went to delete. argh
anw. today was okay.
felt SUPER TIRED.
didnt have the mood to talk or smile.
then after maths i was better.
then slack...
lit, we got back test paper.
i got A2. super pissed can.
lol. at first i wrote the correct answer then last minute change
in the end minus 1 mark
if not can get A1.
chemistry oso like that. if not can get 19. haiiz.
but nvm, im happy with my results.
more improvement needed lolx.
after sch, stayed back in class to do lantern.
mr cheng promised to open the D&T room door at 4pm
but we went there at 5pm and the door was still locked.
decided not to wait le.
and i brought home the materials and the hat cos dad fetched me
fangyu took the head home.
she said a lot of ppl stare at the lantern lolx.
yupps. then waited for dad and went back pri sch to pick mum.
dinner at Zion riverside.
that's bout it hahas. dun really have much to update...

i just wanna stare and smile at you.
thanks for everything=) i know u are very stressful now but everyone is going through the same thing. even if things does not turn out the way u wan it to, it's bcos it all happens for a reason. i will try to cheerup and smile for ur sake. i have been thinking... but i really duno wads the final answer in my heart but i also hope that day will come.
you appear in my mind every now and then.
*thinking of you

it's not how precious life is,
it is how we experience things in the process.
sooner or later,
our life will come to an end,
& if we managed to keep the fond memories behind,
enjoy and appreciate the things around us,
that is the most important one.
*don't want to lose you forever

2006-07-28T17:37:00.000+08:00

SIGH
just came back from the hospital.
sigh sigh sigh sigh
the doctor said my knee was better than before.
then i told him
sometimes after i run,
knee will be pain
so he asks me to go for this MRI scan
where they push you into this small area and scan u.
but the payment is like so ~~nice~~DARN EXPENSIVE!
$400 to $900
walao. i don't know how. my dad say it's better to check
but i was thinking
if after the scan and there is nth wrong then waste parents $
but if there is something wrong then may need more $ to cure.
ARGH! i am so confused now.
but there is nothing i can do le.
cos the date is fixed.
haiiz, i duno if i made the wrong choice of telling the doctor
but if i dun tell, i will have to bear the pain and not know wad is happening to my knee
my mother is angry cos i dun take care of my knee
always do vigorous exercise and now because of that
i have to go for the scan
but at least if there is nth wrong then after the scan
i would feel more relaxed but...
sigh.

haiiz, the MRI scan is after NDP, on 10 august.
then next appointment is 18 august.

hopefully nth happens to my knee
and i will just treat this as a 'lesson'
that tells myself that there is nth wrong so i dun have to worry bah.
hope that the fees is not so ex. ahhhhh

thanks for everyone out there who cheered me up and prayers.

everything that you do, be careful and dun risk cos i dun wan to lose u.dun worry so much bout yst and take care. thanks for being there for me. maybe this can be a lesson ,to teach u to control ur temper bah.this is just an obstacle in your life. i know that u are facing alot of things now and u may not be able to take it. feel free to tell me. CHEERUP and smile.and dun be sad cos of maths test too. work harder the next time.

saw ziting's parents and sis in the hospital too. just knew that it was ziting whose mouth got hurt while throwing the flag. TAKE CARE!

NDP preview tmr.be HIGH!
i think i shall end the post here bah. dun feel like blogging le. too many things in my mind.
CIAO, tata.

i wish that i could cry,
and fall on my knees.
even heros have the right,
to bleed and to dream.
i feel like going to the beach,
to scream out everything;
all the unhappy and stressful stuffs.
i want to watch the sunrise,
sit on the green grass patch,
to see the stars among the vast sky,
with you.
i just feel like crying,
there's too many things bothering me.
tears just flow unknowingly,
& i hope this is part of God's plan,
for me, his daughter.

2006-07-26T21:49:00.000+08:00

took this quiz from roanna, thanks (:

QUIZ!
1. Now, pick your birth month.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the five to ten points that best apply to you.
4. Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months.

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others unhappy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has fair social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Slow. Changing personality. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Lazy. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Hates noise. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Does not take being insulted lying down. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. ~~Revengeful.~~ Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Strong sense of sympathy. Hardworking. ~~Major difficulties in studying. Loves to be popular.~~ Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. ~~Homely person.~~ Looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty . Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty. trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and comprimisng Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize.Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well.Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Does work well.Very confident. Sensitive. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive.Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions.Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who love him/her. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think .Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded.Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistical. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Logical

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haiiz, sometimes i really duno how i feel deep down inside.
i feel that the world is suddenly so dark. i know i shld be forgeting him but i just cant. sometimes as i am begining to get him off my mind, but everytime we meet, the feeling just come back again. is this fate or is heaven just making fun of me. argh. can someone just help me. i am so confused. it's affecting me as always i duno why. im trying so hard not to be emotional but how can someone be so brave to accept reality after such a thing.DISAPPOINTED HAIIZ. so many things happening. thanks yanxiang for consoling me xD

2006-07-26T17:36:00.000+08:00

NDP balloon in the vast dark blue sky;
hope; a bright path ahead ( okay, what crap am i talking)

Singapore Flag!

stadium; colourful

SOMEONE!

today is okay.
D&T was FUN
and we managed to finish the structure of the hat.
english, super sian.
i am so scared my english results this year=(
then chinese. pissed lah.
our chinese teacher classifies our class into 2 cate.
pro and lousy
PLEASE LOR. WHAT HE IS DOING TOTALLY PISSED ALOT OF PPL.
where got such a teacher do this de.
everyone wants their students to do well.
of course ask the pro to help the rest.
but what he is doing totally cause the lousier ones to lose faith and confidence in themselves
cos they think that since teacher has already lost hope in them
then why help themselves.
sometimes we think that mdm chia is better
at least she wont do all these.

why do we always regret or find something good after we have lost it?
if only we knew how to treasure...

after school, me, yuan, presley, kelvin, kailun, john,bryan,brandon and jerome ran 2.4km hahas
cause yuan lost her bet with presley and 2.4km was her punishment
so we, the kind souls, ran with her . haha
and now my knee is ~~freaking~~ pain =(
we had fun though.
then after running we, plus yanxiang jiayu and amanda went to mac for lunch.
thanks presley for mcflurry.
he treated all those who ran for 2.4km a cup.
but kelvin and jerome didnt want.
brandon went home after awhile.
so we chatted chatted chatted
laughed laughed laughed.
then jiayu need to go for haircut so presley yanxiang and her took bus
and me yuan amanda and john took mrt.

nothing much happened le.
argh, still have the stupid chinese to do.
HE make me hate chinese more and more.
okay, my supposed to be happy day turned out to be an angry one then a fun then a painful day. hahas.
the sight of you makes me smile. my mind is full of you, i guess.

ahhh! KNEE APPOINTMENT ON FRIDAY. HOPE THAT NOTHING HAPPENS.
when there was YOU and ME.

i think i got to go. CIAO (:

2006-07-23T19:38:00.000+08:00

yeah! i'm here to blog again.
i just have the sudden 'crave' to update lolx.
argh, i really miss church, esp youth service...
all the sermons which teach me things in my life,
praise and worship; rock and smoothing songs
SONIC EDGE BAND!
i miss so many things, friends and their laughters.
but i know i can go back after NDP
really hope God doesnt blame me for not going cos i have a reason...

EVERMORE;
Lost for words with all to say.
Lord, you take my breath away,
Still my soul, my soul cries out, for You're Holy.
And as I look upon Your Name,
Circumstances fade away.
And now Your glory steals my heart,
For you're Holy.
You're Holy, You are Holy Lord.
Evermore my heart, my heart will say,
Above all I live for your glory.
Even if my world falls I will say, above all I live for Your glory

TAKE ALL OF ME;
You broke the night like the sun,
and healed my heart with Your great love.
Any troubles i couldn't bear,
You lifted me upon Your shoulders.
Love that's stronger,
Love that covers sin,
and takes the weight of the world.
I love You, all of my hope is you.
Jesus Christ, take my life, take all of me.
You stand on mountaintop with me,
with You I walk through the valley.
You gave your only Son for me,
Your grace is all I rely on.
I love You so,
and I give up my life to say,
I need You so, my everything.

i just miss saturday life, going to church. haiiz.
but NDP is fun too! whoots! hahas

"Gone to the fields to be lovely, be back when I'm done blooming"- Lynn Ugar

sometimes, i really feel like crying out all my sorrows and let the wind blow away my past. but you keep appearing in my mind. i guess i can't forget 'bout u cos u really mean alot to me.memories of us keep flashing through my mind, whenever i close my eyes, i duno why but i keep remembering the day u held my hands, the day we walk down that road... i still can't forget.

okay, i gtg again. tata.

2006-07-23T14:21:00.000+08:00

okay, here i am (:
it reminds me of the song by hillsongs...
Here i am to worship,
Here i am to bow down,
Here i am to say that,
You're my God.

haha, okay.yst was NDP rehearsal and before going to school, me jiayu and lingzhuo went bras basah to get the lantern materials. we managed to buy everything that we want. i went there early first cos my dad sent me there. lingzhuo waited at cityhall mrt for jiayu for bout half an hour cos she went to change hp plan.
when i saw jiayu, she was like...
HOW HOW HOW MY HP CANNOT CALL OUT OR WHAT SIM CARD REJECTED
very anxious. she said we wanted to put the sim card code then press press press then lock.
used my hp to call customer service then they say need to change new sim card $18 then she was so pissed and sad. cos her mum wants her to pay for it.
went to 3 shops to get all our materials. stayed at artfriend for like sooooo long cos we discuss bout the measurement.
after everything, we went mac. i ate mc flurry. ( ess, are u jealous? hehe) my dad drove us back to school.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, MELVIN!

yupps, yst NDP wasnt high at all lah! reached there, we had our dinner. it wasnt nice at all. hmm, but afterall we still have to eat.
"think 'bout those tsunami people" lolx yuan and lingzhuo were saying that.
then they played concentration and me and jiayu were sitting at a corner...
i felt so moody yst argh before performance
dunno why but i keep thinking bout some things...
yah. haiiz.

gtg for tuition. will update again when i'm free. CIAO

2006-07-21T17:21:00.000+08:00

i just don't feel the same as before
but i can't find the reason to it
maybe cause there are too many things happening
but im really trying my very best to forget/take things easy
i guess no one knows me well even after 2 years.
especially deep down inside my heart.
but what i really know is that,
after so many things that have happened
im different from before
maybe i should thank him
if not i wont be that strong now
but sometimes its just a fake smile or laugh on the outside
i've learnt it through the hard way after it happened again and again.

didnt have the time to update recently.
we had history test yst and it was quite easy.
hopefully i can get A1.
as for today...
lessons were okay.
last day for ms poon
hope that everything will go smoothly for her no matter what she does
though she only taught us for weeks
she is still our teacher afterall
heard that new teacher would be a guy=(
chem, we learnt chemical equation, balancing...
after school, jiayu and yuan tot that there would be a soccer match between nanhua and NUS where they can see shuai ges. haha but dun have match so they watch the upper sec kick soccer.
then it began to rain so we went home.
waited for bus 51 for so long...
reached home at bout 4+
argh! i cant go for cell outing tmr cos of NDP
to all cell mates: enjoy yourselves tmr at sentosa. will go for the next outing (:

later have to do hw. argh so many. chiong.
thanks guys who brightened up my day,
making me laugh and laugh :)
i know you like her cause its very obvious. it takes time for me to forget bout u. thats very clear in my mind and i am aware that maybe... i get pissed or what when i see u two together but i know i dun have the rights to stop all these from happening.i know God doesnt want to see his own child suffering from all these... for Him, i am determined to forget but whenever i see u...nvm since u dun care anymore.

no point being upset over someone who isnt worth getting upset for. (thanks fangyu)
no man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, wont make you cry.
maybe God wants us to meet wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened
There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

WHAT HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
difficult times may be a blessing from the Heavenly Father, once it is over, there will be a rainbow, a gift from Him where miracles will happen if u believe.

2006-07-17T20:40:00.000+08:00

neoprints taken on 14th july`o6

best friends!

PRINCESS!

14!(:

pictures taken with Grace, Huiling and Celestine; primary school best friends 6E`o4 (:

me & jiayu and some 1o3 gurls with 2o7! I LOVE ESTELLA KOH!

me & jiayu! (:

blur-rie haha xD

i just love this pic haha.

kenny & me!

fireworks!

what a nice and beautiful sky!

windmill-blow blow blow

okay, i think i update next time. i have lots of things to do. i haven't had dinner! CIAO (:

2006-07-16T21:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO...

KAI WEN;12th ,

AARON & JIA WEI; 14th,

ME, XINHUI & FY'S MUM; 15th,

WEI JIANG, VANESSA & PRES' MUM; 16th

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUYS! & TO ME~ *winks*

okay, this year's birthday is one of my happiest one EVEEEER!
14th july`06
after school, me, jiayu, yanxiang & presley went west mall SWENSEN! we ordered food. i ate crayfish pasta. then jiayu and presley planned this... they bought icecream for me! haha. and they treat it as a cake. there was a candle on the banana. i really had fun!
THANKS JIAYU, PRESLEY AND YANXIANG!
then after that i went to meet my primary school frens at jurong east and we went to watch pirates of the caribbean.went there early so took neoprints! haha. then went to buy popcorn and watch movie. the show was nice! but i dun understand the ending. lols. we wanted to eat but all the popcorn made us full so...
WE TOOK NEOPRINTS AGAIN!
we waited for the machine for like half an hour and it was 9pm when we got to start taking. we had lots of laughters in there. haha and finally, we took so long until 10.30pm. we got lots of calls from our parents haha. but really we had lots of fun. its the first gathering we,best friends had. its a pity yanting and jennifer didnt go.
I SO LOVE THOSE NEOPRINTS.
hey guys, next time go again kays?
THANKS GRACE, for organising the whole thing.
THANKS GRACE, HUILING AND CELESTINE FOR MAKING MY DAY.
i reached home at 'bout 11.20pm and before that bro said that mum was angry and didnt want to let me go out next time but luckily she didnt scold me! whoots!
i waited till 12 am so it would be my birthday.

15th july`06- HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
my birthday! hahas. 14th year on this earth God created!
THANKS GUYS FOR THE WISHES AND PRESENTS!
it's one of my happiest birthday ever. no lies! haha i really enjoyed myself.
NE show, finale SO HIGH! FIREWORKS! WOOOoooo~
THANKS 1O4`06 FOR MAKING ME HAPPY. AND THANKS YANRU, BINGYI FOR THE PRESENT. THANKS STEF. AND SARAH FOR THE BIRTHDAY SONG.
YOU GUYS RAWK! *winks*
though there were some unhappy stuffs but.. still its happy.
SOMEONE took lots of photos using presley's hp haha. poor hp. lols.
but wad to do, his hp rawks! lols.

THANKYOU LIST:
#1. JIAYU- yoz gal! best-iest friend. thanks for everything u have done for me. and being there for me when i am sad or zibi.you were always there, making me happy, smile. and all the laughters that u brought to us. u'll always be in my heart. i love u*hugs*

#2.FANGYU- one of my best friends. LYA crazy-iest fan!haha. thanks for all the positive stuffs u implanted in my life. haha.u too, were always there for me. thanks for making me laugh and all the songs u sing. haha

#3.YUANYUAN-one of my best friends. JAYCHOU's crazy-iest fan!* pretty gal* ahha. thanks for everything. i duno wad else to say haha.

#4.FERNY- one of my best friends.ASTROBOY's crazy-iest fan! haha. pretty gal too! thanks thanks and thanks*wondering what to say* muacks! hahas.

#5.AMANDA- one of my best friends. KIRA's crazy-iest fan! haha. thanks for being there for me. esp when i ask u questions. jiayouz!

#6.LINGZHUO- one of my best friends. i duno crazy bout wad. maybe FZ?lols.cleverest gal in class! thanks thanks and thanks! hehex.

#7.ESTELLA- BABE! thanks for being there for me. for making me happy, smile and stuffs. u're a great great fren. haha. GORGEOUS!

#8.PRESLEY- OLDDIE!!! haha. thanks for the presents! i love them alot. hehe. thanks for making me smile and laugh. and the surprises, not going to RV. and of course comforting me when im down. *smiles*

#9.YANXIANG- THANKS for everything u have done for me.esp when that thing happen. u too, made me laugh and smile. thanks for the present too! nice! ahha.

#10.KELVIN- godbro. thanks for all u've done for me all these time. im really very surprised when u give me the present haha cos u told me u wont be buying. yupps.when i read the card, i cried. sometimes i really wish those too. sry too for last time.

#11.KENNY- tabletennis rival haha! thanks for the magnetic giraffe. cute! ahha. i will be much much much much better than u for sure haha! jiayouz!

#12.YIHUI- THANKS GOR! sry if i ignore u last time.

#13.JOHN- thanks for everything. jiayou in wadever u do.

#14.BRANDON-YOZZIEE!!! haha thanks for all the liveliness u brought to the class.*smiles*

#15.ELENA-yo gal! thanks for prayers for my grandma! loveya!

#16.MELVIN- thanks for the chocos. though u purposely wanted me to get sorethroat ahha. but i love almonds! lols.

#17.everyone else who made my birthday possible

#18.2o5`o6- my class! though we may be naughty at times, we are still a class that brought things to success. yupps. it's been great to be with u all for these 1year plus.we still have half a year together and i hope that we can really be united, where nothing can separate us. must remember chalet kays?! jiayouz!

#19.1o4`o6-my first class that i take. though i may not be a good councillor i really hope u guys can be super good. things have been happening to the guys and some of the gals, i hope u all can really cooperate well and dun misbehave. dun bring troubles to the teachers too. i wish u guys can be as united as orientation camp. where all the guys and gals work well together, and even managed to get 2prizes. jiayouz!

THANKS EVERYONE FOR THE PRESENTS, WISHES AND STUFFS!
thanks for prayers for my grandma!

Jesus take the wheel
take it from my hands
i'll never let it go
thanks God for creating me, bringing me to this beautiful earth.
You made me for a purpose,
a purpose to spread ur word, ur name and ur love
after so many things that have happened
i know what is best for me
and i feel that u are trying to tell me some things
i want to go to the ends of the earth, for You!
i dun care how difficult or tough it would be
even if u want to take away my life
do it, for i want my life to be ur testimony to the rest!
I LOVE YOU FOREVER! <3

I called You answered
& You came to my rescue
when i wanna be where you're
it pains me to say goodbye to you but...i really dun wish to let u go.but if this is the best for both of us, i will just have to forget.thanks for being there for me whenever i need u. i cried at ur card. sometimes i really wish time can just stop at those happy times we had been through.wish that i can hold ur hands and also walk that road again. i miss the times we had before. i miss you each and everytime. but if that is really what u want, i will forget. < /3

i wanna sit on the beach &
stare at the sky,
best of all, to see the sun set, the stars
and if it is possible,
YOU, among the vast blue sky.

2006-07-11T08:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MELODIE & WEIJIE! (10th july)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEON QUEK! (quacks)

okay, so many things are happening recently. had high fever on saturday; 39degrees.my left ear cant hear grandma in ICU.sometimes i think that maybe its all fated cos its all planned by God.He had plans for us even before we were born.i guess i just have to admit and trust God for everything.He knows me best so...yah.

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

alot of ppl watched the world cup finals yesterday and when i reached class, everyone were like lying on their desk. so usual haha.i wasnt feeling well.COLD. but since no one cares...
after school, i went tuition then tiong bahru for dinner and bought so stuffs.

i think after school today, i will be going to buy some stuffs for my sec 1 class...
haiiz, there will be NE show for the pri 5 on my bday. crap lor. must do stupid makeup!!!argh.

YEAH! grandma is getting better!!! i m going hospital to see her later. mum say they will be removing the tubes on her.i really hope that she will be recovered and she will live on.GOD BLESS HER. i dun mind prayers xD

it's the heart that's afraid of breaking that never learns to dance.

i knew it all along that it was just me.i will just have to let u go. when i read ur msg, i will just cry. they are just a bunch of lies. or maybe thats wad i think. God is trying to tell me something through this relationship. that i should face reality.cos its stated in ''Everyday with Jesus'' on my bday. maybe thats wad God wants me to do and be mentally prepared for everything.i will forget.
nothing lasts forever but the love from the Father.only because He loves us therefore we are on this earth.

I called You answered,
& you came to my rescue when i
wanna be where you are...

2006-06-11T22:53:00.000+08:00

i have been tagged!

Rules:
#1 Do the following without complaint!
#2 Choose 5 people to do this quiz after you finished!
#3 Leave a tag at the people's tagboards to say he/she have been tagged!
#4 Start your post with "I have been tagged!" before doing this!

YOUR 10 FAVOURITES

fave. food; sliced fish soup,toufu,spicy salmon,many more...

fave. movie; anything.

fave. colours; ORANGE,limegreen,pink

fave. sports; tabletennis,swimming,iceskating

fave. icecream flavour; strawberry,cookie&cream,mint,rum&raisin

fave. day of the week; friday(:

fave. book; size 12 is not fat,curious incident of the dog in night time...

fave. songs; oneway!,catch your wave,breakaway,because of you,evermore...

fave. anime/cartoon; er i seldom watch.

fave. season; what other season does s'pore has?

YOUR 9 CURRENTS

current mood; tired=/

current clothes; shirt and shorts

current destop screensaver; erm something that is black

current toe-nail colour; colourless haha.

current time; 11.05pm

current annoyance; i don't know

current boy/girlfriend; i'm single=D

current thought; when will i ever finish this and my homework!

current book you are reading; i'm not reading 'cause i read finish a book a few weeks ago

YOUR 8 FIRSTS

first best friend; suet teng when i was in kindergarten(:

first crush; hmm...

first movie; sorry but it was like donkey years ago

first piercing; earholes at the age of 5 or 6

first lie; =s i don't remember

first music; i sang or listened?

first car; i'm underage and i don't play with toy car.

first handphone; i forgot the brand but it's not in used now.it was when i was in pri4 or 5

YOUR 7 LASTS

last cigarette; i don't smoke

last crush; not telling

last drink; orange juice

last car ride; in the evening today

last movie seen; is X-men on TV counted?

last phone call; this evening. called dad

last CD played; i think is hillsongs

YOUR 6 HAVEYOUEVERS

have you ever dated one of your best friends; no

Have you ever broken the law ; what kind of law?

Have you ever been arrested ; No.

Have you ever skinny-dipped ; nope

Have you ever been on TV ; yep, quite a number of times.

Have you ever kissed someone you don't know ; No.

YOUR 5 THINGS WORN ON YOU

#1.shirt

#2.skirt

#3.hairband

#4.watch

#5.socks

YOUR 4 THINGS DONE TODAY

#1.ate my meals

#2.watch tv

#3.tuition

#4.chat on msn

YOUR 3 THINGS YOU'RE HEARING NOW

#1. the sounds from the tv.

#2. music from my bro's com

#3. hairdyer sound which bro is using

YOUR 2 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT

#1. GOD

#2. everyone!

YOUR 1 THING YOU WOULD DO WHEN YOU'RE BORED

#1.listen to music

The 5 unlucky people(:
1.john
2.ferny
3.yuanyuan
4.roanna
5.jasline

okay done. i'm tired. tata(:

2006-06-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

i woke up at bout 9+ then my mum made milo for me. i was quite hungry at bout 11+ so i ate a breakfast bar... yup then me and my mum went bugis junction to meet up with my aunties for lunch. we waited for them while shopping at SEIYU. i was looking for a dress then i walked around and i saw this white or rather cream dress which got 50% off. mum said it was nice so i bought it. last time i saw this shorts at surfer's paradise and i wanted to buy but size S was always out of stock then over there i saw it! haha so i bought it again lol.didnt buy so early lah but just left at the counter then went for lunch at SAKAE SUSHI haha. chatted for quite long... till bout 4+ then went back to take the clothes we left at the counter and continue shopping haha. till bout 7+ or 8. then my cousin's came to pick my auntie. we went for dinner together.my little cousin extracted his 2front tooth. danm funny. i mean when my uncle and me call for 'toothless' in hokkien( i think) then his whole face black then call him 'handsome' he happy again haha. while eating...he suddenly sneeze.my uncle wipe his mouth then he sneeze again. this time his saliva hit my mum and his bro. haha then the ppl in the shop kept laughing. very funny!yah then went to 'this fashion' to shop awhile. i wanted to buy those smaller version of sweater but not much nice colours left so didnt buy. uncle drove us back home.
my mum sort of scolded me when she saw the price of the shorts=( cos its like so little material and it cos almost the same price as the dress. sigh she say i bought too many things. I STILL WANT TO BUY ALOT MORE THINGS LAH!=(
like i saw these that i like...haha

1.kappa dry-fit pink colour shirt
2.BILLABONG word-y flip open wallet with pink billabong word at the bottom
3.that greyish with some pink converse shoes
4.MANY MORE...

i realised i got alot of new clothes which i haven't wear...(including the ones i bought today)

1.the cream-y dress
2.the shorts
3.3-quarter pants
4.the top from pepper-plus
5.the skirt from OP

yah i think thats all. but its alot lor.haha nvm i shall resist the temptation, i hope.i spent the whole day shopping!!! ohman, my hws are piling on the table and floor (maybe not that bad) but there is alot of hw not done. CRAP, I'M DEAD! sigh.
anw, i shall stop here. bye-bye,CIAO.

2006-06-06T21:51:00.000+08:00

woke up bout 8+ and mum made instant noodle and milo for me. then i finished my history source base and factual recount before going to school for tabletennis. i was 5 minutes late but who cares xD so i played, played and played... haha YEAH and trained with sun jiao lian! whoots. forgot to tell u all that she finally came back from holland. last time she trained us then she went to holland to train and play competition... now she's back! haha i miss her. but duno why seniors dun like her. i mean like she is good lah though she is strict but its all for our own good.
today she trained my smack, backhand, forehand and la. i think she is so much better than the other coach lah. please alethea *no offence* just opinion haha.
anw, train, train and train then did some mistakes then she bushuang haha.lol. when la-ing that time i can only la xia xuan then shang xuan the ball always dun hit the table. suddenly i hit then the ball fly so high it hit sun jiao lian then i keep on laughing and she stared at me lol. she said in chinese...'' laugh wad laugh'' haha damn funny! she is nice! but sometimes she gives attitude.
after that PT. wasnt feeling that well so didnt do properly.my stomach pain lor duno why.maybe cos too hungry or wad.
so me alethea cheryl and anqi went mac to eat. we crapped there and laugh like siao haha. esp anqi laugh like witch lol. then went back home...
yah...i haven done any hw today CRAP! sigh. anw CIAO.

2006-06-05T17:43:00.000+08:00

got this from weijiang's blog...

1) name the last four things you bought.
-chips,duck rice and i can't rmb.
2) name two things you usually drink
-plain water and milo
3) last time you cried?
-i think it was that day when miss wang left.
4) what's your favorite ipod color?
-hmm. i like pink and the green.
5) what's under your bed?
-airbed
6) what time did you wake up today?
-10++ near 11
7) current hair?
-pony tail
8) current clothes?
-t-shirt and skirt ('cause i just came back from tuition)
9) current desktop picture?
-eh some winter picture
10) current worry?
-whether i can finish my homework on time
11) current hate?
-erm don't think i have.
12) favorite place to be?
-new zealand or the beach where i can watch the sunrise!
13. play any instrument
-used to play piano.
14) favorite colors?
-ORANGE!,limegreen,pink and many more=)
15) how tall are you?
-abt 158cm (i'm suppose to be taller than that!)
16) what are you going to do after this?
-history source base
17) one person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to.
-my grandpa.
18) favorite days?
-b'day,those days and i can't rmb.
19) where would you like to go?
-new zealand, japan and austrailia again.
20) where do you want to live after you get married?
-i think i still want Singapore. but if it must be outside Singapore, i think maybe austrailia.
21) favorite food?
-pasta,roast duck rice, that toufo, sushi and more.
22) color of most clothes you own?
-erm i don't know.there's a mix but i think mainly white and orange.
23) number of pillows you sleep with?
-one. not counting the bolster la and my fave. cushion
24) what do you wear when you go to sleep?
-t-shirt and pants lah.
25) what were you doing yesterday?
-filming and tuition
26) what is the brand of your wallet?
-billabong!
27) last crush?
-not telling xD
28) last CD played?
-either hillsongs or kelly clarkson
29) last thing you ate?
-this double decker chips...
30) last person you talked to?
-tuition teacher 'cause i had tuition=.+

another one...

1. the last person you spoke to
-tuition teacher
2. the last person to message you
-my monkey; alethea the AH-BA!
3. the last person that you said bye to?
-tuition teacher
4. the last person you hugged
-i think is miss wang or is it fang yu?haha i forgot.
5. the place you went to just now?
-yew tee
6. the thing you're doing now
-this quiz
7. the phrase people use to describe you
-ask them yourself xD
8. the first impression on meeting you is
-ask yourself =D
9. the thing that's on your mind now
-will i have time to finish my homework on time
10. the person who's on your mind now
-Him
11. the dream you dreamt last night
-i think is asking melodie 'bout her braces? xD haha
12. the person that you're missing now
-Him
13. the person whom you wanna meet now
-i don't know
14. the part of your body you wanna pierce is
-i don't want. haha 2 earholes are enough

another one...

I wanna have

1. hot or cold drinks?
-cold. okay, to be exact...i got a carving for queenstown's milo dinosaur.
2. the sun or the rain
-sun
3. chocolate or strawberry
-strawberry
4. mp3 or discman
-MP3
5. handphone or computer
-both haha.
6. many friends or one best friend
-many GOOD friends which include best friend
7. nugget or fries
-fries
8. stay in bugis, pasir ris or woodlands
-why those places when my house is the best! haha near orchard lehx xD

That's me
1. whats your full name
-LEE QIANYI
2. what stream are you in
-special
3. what are the nicknames you're given
-qian-bian by council and 1o4, sianified by huishan and watermelon by nicholas chan =D
4. how many piercings do you have now
-two
5. what kinda hairstyle are you having
-how would i know?

another one...

Food

1. spaghetti or steaks
-can i have both? xD
2. coke or lemon tea
-Lemon tea!
3. chocolate chips or mint ice cream
-mint ice cream
4. favourite place to dine at
-pasta mania,sakae sushi and more.

another one...

1. do you curse and swear?
-sometimes though i'm not supposed to
2. do you spit anywhere you want?
-no..
3. do you play pranks on people?
-like?
4. opinion of the person you copied this from
-no comments =D
5. do you talk behind one another's back
-think so, sometimes

okay, i'm done haha.bye

2006-06-04T23:30:00.000+08:00

i woke up early this morning and went to esplanade there for filming. let me tell u this... the scenery there is super-duper nice lor. haha
the merlion spray water out and when u stand somewhere at the railing there, u can feel the water splatter on u and the feeling is very nice. together with the wind blowing and watching the sky (though its not sunrise)... i really like it. hopefully i can go there again and watch the sunrise.
okay, so we were filming... went different parts of singapore river to film the history of singapore to put as background while presenting...
after that i went for breakfast with my family at maxwell market. then i went home and rested till 2+ before going tuition. my dad bought me the cable for my phone at the computer fair! but there is some problem installing luckily my dad helped me but i haven try out yet. went for dinner at people's park then went OG. i wanted to buy the shorts for like so long but my size is like always out of stock lah=( after that i came home and im slacking while im suppose to do hw. sigh.my bro wanted to make popcorn by microwaving it and he put 4 minutes cos he says tat is wad it says then poop! it burnt! and now the microwave oven is abit blackened and the whole house is filled with the freaking burnt smell. which means i have to smell this stupid burnt smell to sleep=( NOOOO!!!

the heavens declare your greatness,
the oceans cry out to you,
the mountains they bow down before you,
so i'll join with the earth,
& give my praises to you.

_i'll spread my wings & learn how to fly though i know it's not easy to forget the ones that i love;
though i insisted that day and would not give u another chance, the pain is inflicted in my heart, scarring it deeply but yet u don't know.i really miss you..

2006-06-03T15:28:00.000+08:00

okay guys, i know i haven't been updating for like a month. sorry, but i just don't have the mood or rather i don't feel like continuing with blogger anymore cause i'm like lazy?haha.
anw, today we had NDP in the morning. freaking early. i reached school at about 6.30am and there was a traffic jam in the school compound b'cos of the chartered bus parked right in the school, blocking the traffic. yah, then i wanted to put my bag but realised that the staircases are all locked so i went to my sec 1o4 class and chang jing let me use his locker to put my bag and fangyu's bag=) okay then we went for attendance taking. crapped and stuffs. then we boarded the bus and proceeded to the national stadium. on the way there, Jerry said today maybe his last day so we better cooperate. then 'SOMEONE' were like sad. me too cos Jerry is a nice guy who helped us alot! these are the things he did for us that left us a good impression unlike other AIs...
1. Jerry helped us to get water from the water point when we were in our school field.
2. He chats with us unlike some other AIs who are so serious.
3. He jokes.
4. He is quite handsome and cute=)
5. He brought laughters to the class.
6. He helped me when i injured my arm. He told me not to carry the board and he took it from me.
7. He uses the laminated paper to fan us so that we won't feel so hot.
8. He brings extra water bottles and put in his bag and gave us drink when peter don't allow us to get water.
9. He helps us to chase after the bus with his bag on his back after he knew that some other classes took our bus by mistake.
10. He is friendly and cares for others even if he don't know them
AND MANY, MANY, MANY MORE!

I WILL MISS JERRY IF HE GOES! argh, all that stupid peter's fault.just b'cos Jerry talks to us while he was doing his job then he not happy, want to replace him ( that's what 'SOMEONE' thinks lah) wth, its totally not fair! then new AI seem to suck.he doesnt help us in our formation and blah....
we were like complaining 'bout peter and whatever... yah. sigh i don't want Jerry to go. he is like the best AI ever lah.
anw after NDP we went back to school and then i went pizza hut with jiayu john presley and yishuo. we all ate pasta delight meal and me and presley took wrong pasta haha. cos ours everything the same just that the pasta diff. then he say ladies first so i took but it was suppose to be his one. lol anw both of us didnt mind. then me presley john and yishuo walk walk walk. yishuo bought tako balls. after that we went to mrt station. i wanted to sent a pic to presley then i duno why cant. duno is his bluetooth got prob or mine... sigh.
anw i think thats all. i'm tired and i have to go church later. I DIDNT GO CHURCH FOR LIKE SO SO SO LONG BECAUSE TO TABLETENNIS COMP AND STUPID NDP! even on my birthday that day oso got NDP till 9pm lor. sian.
okay, bye...CIAO=)

* don't say i never update*

2006-04-23T11:18:00.000+08:00

so here i am. haha sorry guys i didnt update for like almost a month?haha. yup. actually i dun really feel like continue-ing with this blog, i duno haha.
so yst my cell went to dhoby ghaut mrt to meet up and we waited for bout 1hour for everyone. we were suppose to go for this photo exchibition bout povety in the world like east timor or wad... but we cant find the place and later we realised that it has moved. so we decided to go back to church cos the girls had ushering. we took a cab back and that driver took a longer route cos he tot we didnt know the way and poo! the fare is %7.90 walao haha from my hse go sch oso not so much lor somemore that place is so near church haha cheat our $ lol.
so the girls went ushering, boys went to play soccer and i went to study my bio for like 10mins?lol then it was youth service=)
we had 3 prayers. first, the SURE KICKABOUT!that is going to be held in may for soccer addicts haha. prayed for the organiser and the participants and most importantly the glory of God that would be shown even during the event, bringing more ppl to christ. secondly, we prayed for the GE. thirdly, for ourselves=)
THEN, HAHA THE PRAISE AND WORSHIP TIME!!! teehee^^ i just simply love praise and worship. sing praises to the Lord*winks* haha. yep, the first song was kinda funny. the rhythm but it was nice. the rest of the songs too!

there is no one else like you
none like Jesus
cruxified for us
now i live to bring Him praise

Your love is deep,
Your love is high,
Your love is long,
Your love is wide.
Your love is deeper than my view of grace,
higher than this worldly place,
longer than the road i travel,
wider than the gap you filled.

THANK YOU OF LOVING ME,Jesus.
okay, then after that went for dinner with my family and then went home to do homework. i shall end now, going to do biology sexual reprodution worksheet. CIAO.

`if there is 2 pairs of footprints, it means he is walking with you. but if there is only 1 pair of footprints, he is carrying you through everything.
You're the salt and light of the world. but if the salt had lost its saltiness, then it is of no use.if the light is cover by darkness,it is also of no use.
do your part in everything and bring glory to HIS name.`

2006-04-01T13:24:00.000+08:00

okay, so nationals are over and we lost. but we are going to train harder this year, i don't care,even if coach is bias towards someone...
who cares bout that that make me so pissed=/

i got a present from yijun and its MONKEY!teehee=)THANKS=)
nowadays so many homework and projects and presentation. & all b'cos of that i have to sleep so freaking late=( but i think i'm used to it haha.

today is april fool and i love this year's april fool=)haha it's fun. i guess=/
i'll always rmb this day 010406.

2006-03-28T21:00:00.000+08:00

okay, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YIJUN AND A BELATED ONE TO JIAYU

haiiz, i feel that my life is so freaking ruin. why does all these things happen to me and me alone. i cant even help it but why! rawr.sometimes i feel so...i duno how to say. everything is going against me.i'm not in the mood. bye.

2006-03-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROANNA!

okay, i shall blog another day. haha too lazy=)
CIAO people.

2006-03-06T20:16:00.000+08:00

today's another normal day. during recess, wanted to go to the mobile dental to ask for referral letter for braces but there wasn't anyone so during lunch, i went again but still no one. after school, i went again same thing happened. lolx

okay, i'm kinda happy today xD cos i got back my maths paper and whoots! i <3 my marks but i could have gotten full marks just bcos of that stupid, stupid format.then minus 1 mark. nvm haha=)
so after sch, there's this rehearsal thingy for councillors...yah then went tuition.i was late by 15 mins and guess what!?the teacher let me off early=) so i went to look for wires for my D&T. at first i wanted to go Great World City the DIY shop but later i went to look around at yewtee and poo! i found it=)
okay, then i took mrt to queenstown and i saw julian and bryan(tay) at the bus stop chatting. i was kinda surprised cos normally bryan wont take bus; his hse is near.
then i sms-ed him and we chatted for quite awhile.

thats 'bout it i guess, tmr's training=( i guess, i'm gna get scolded for a freaking long time.hopefully nothing happens! haha

okay, CIAO.

2006-03-05T14:17:00.000+08:00

thanks people for cheering me up.sorry guys, its all my fault.we will work together during the nationals kay?

tag replys:
roanna: hey gal, thanks,i'll look on the bright side of life=)

jasline: thanks for everything*smiles*

beatrice: haha yah, its comes from the bottom*grins* haha.thanks alot.haha

vannie: thanks for cheering and consoling me.i will not cry too often.i will never give up de.& yes, nick is our captain lolxD

nicholas: haha,captain.yah we got into nationals. ahya thats me lah=) not my business if it drops on u haha. then u unlucky lor xD

yuanyuan: i will laugh more from now on! hahaha

ferny: JUMP-JUMP ROCKS! haha i dun like shake-shake=)

anw, thanks everyone who cheered me up.
esp zihui; though u wont be looking at my blog, thanks for everything.lets work together for nationals.thanks for that kiss=)haha xD

presley; thanks to u too! rmb to train me during holidays kays?*smiles*

alethea; monkey, lets train harder for nationals kay?no more laugh-laugh ler haha.sorry if i was in a bad mood that day and i was pressurize as u know...jiayouz! <3 ya!

don't worry ppl, i will smile more de=)okay, CIAO!

2006-03-02T19:57:00.000+08:00

everything's going against me,& no one seems to be concerned.feeling down recently, no one knows,just me and God;between us.
all bottled up inside. sigh.
i guess, it's not a good start for the new year.with this, i wonder how am i going to survive for 9 more months...

results, competition and other stuffs.it's all bothering me & satan can't seem to be letting me go.maybe it's just fate or whatever.
Recently, under great preesure and stuffs...got back most results today and it just sucks!i feel like such a failure.grades are deproving like the bird shit dropping from the sky.
tomorrow, tabletennis competiton;FINALS.against fuhua,pressure is there.coach says'MUST get 3rd' crap lah!i can only try my best.heard that fuhua improved alot especially their speed and whatever...
i really don't know what my life would be if this carries on.

my life seems to have lost it's flavour and light...

2006-03-01T18:21:00.000+08:00

wheee! had the last paper today. design & technology.OHMYGOODNESS! do u know how tough is the paper?its over 50 marks lor! so much.sigh. i scared i fail.i wanted to study the SCAMPER thingy and the types of plastics then the jiayu say dun need to study then in the end we were tested on that.its is worth bout than 10 marks! AHH! but who cares! haha it's over.
okay, so miss wang told the class that there are 12 FAILUREScan u imagine how bad is our class? FIFTEEN failures for literature and TWELVE for english! hurhurr=(
tmr we will be getting back english and i am sort of prepared to fail.i didn't do well for common test. results were not as expected. guess, i really have to study doublely hard!
so, today we had tap dance for the NDP thingy. the steps are super duper tuper FAST & DIFFICULTit's very tiring especially after 5+ hours of dancing. but its quite fun. i like the section C. the JUMP-JUMP-JUMP part. haha cool! nice! hahaha
there isn't 29 days in february every year; once every 4 years...
so it still doesn't matter...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,monkey;alethea!

gotta go now,CIAO.

2006-02-28T20:26:00.000+08:00

okay, its a month since i posted.haha pro right?ONEmonth=)
so,common tests are over left with D&T tommorrow.I DID FREAKING BAD FOR COMMON TESTS LAH! hurhurr.there are just things that are disturbing me...
anyway,had tabletennis training today and i'm happy=) i got to the 2nd table!haha.and i won SOME boys;maybe 2?teehee=)
i changed my skin haha I LIKE THIS!though it's bit plain.i got back my geog and chinese paper.not that good! sigh i really have to study real hard.i think i failed lit and english haha.lit got 15 failures lor=( its VERY,VERY BAD
arhh, tmr got the tap dance and there's tuition. i have to cancel tuition AGAIN.2nd time this week. teacher is going to be darn fed up lor.
friday is road run and 3 cheers! i don't have to run lol. there's tabletennis comp so yah...SLACK!i shall stop here, will update soon bah lol=)

2006-01-28T10:56:00.000+08:00

Happy CHINESE New Year people! haha, yesterday went to NUH for check-up.and i waited for about 2 hours! ohmy!2 HOURS can u imagine how many people there?
The Doc said my knee is getting better, BETTER. YIPPEE!!! Thank God for all he has done,hearing my prayers everyday=) but i still can't run or twist so much cause he said that even if it heals, it may be injured again *touchwood* haha,yah.so i have to TAKE CARE of myself,REALLY! haha.

sigh, chinese new year and i have to revise for 3 tests which i have not started.I guess, i have to really isolate myself from the comp. i really can't resist the temptation of going online.haha,but i will try lah.
so MANY HW! woah, pressure and stress and many, many more! i must really study hard this year ler!& try not to think about other things...CONCENTRATE!that's all i need=)
I want to thank:

Alethea; my BELOVED monkey - Yoz gurl! Thanks for being with me.sorry i didnt play well these few weeks, sorry! i think i really have to train harder for the competition le.i will try to train my forehand.and please Alee!!! dun laugh too much or i will go crazy one day with u and tinghuan laughing all day=)Thanks for all the encouragement and that msg to my knee.lol funny! haha. a million thanks dear=)

Jiayu; crazy,wild gurl - thanks for the prayers and for being with me everyday. sorry to trouble you with all my problems.

Yihui; nice gor - gor, thanks for advices.you must take care,u always sick de.yah, thanks alot for cheering me up too.Takecare & jiayouz!* smiles*

THANKS TO EVERYONE ELSE WHO REALLY,REALLY CARED FOR ME[=
okay, i think i better go study Biology le. this CNY is going to be a mugging period instead of a relaxed one.CIAO, tata.

`a heart filled with thanks giving`

2006-01-22T20:04:00.000+08:00

This is what my beloved MONKEY wants me to do;

Seven things that scare me:
-to be away from GOD
-when my knee is pain
-quarrelling among my family members
-when i lost my things=)
-when someone in my family is sick
-insects xD
-weird,disgusting stuffs

Seven random songs at the moment:
-Accidentally in love
-One Way
-Evermore
-Above all
-Give us clean hands
-All i want is You
-Here i am to worship

Seven things i like/ love the most:
-GOD's love
-my friends=)
-the wallpaper of my handphone xD
-my BELOVED MONKEY; alee
-the computer
-ORANGE& LIMEGREEN
-Billabong& Roxy!

Seven important things in my bedroom:
-the NKJ Bible
-my cosy bed!
-my phone=)
-my TIGGER
-the cushion
-the computer chair currently
-that blue box xD

Seven random facts about me:
-i love GOD!
-i can laugh till i cry;hahaha
-i love the song ONE WAY by Hillsongs
-i love Planetshakers& Hillsongs
-i am EMOTIONAL!
-i love ''Accidentally in Love''song=)
-my knee is injured now;KNEE MENISCAL TEAR

Seven things i plan to do before i die:
-have a really really close relationship with GOD
-bring someone to Christ
-go for missiontrip
-to enjoy my life and not worry
-to finish reading the Bible
-to go New Zealand
-to buy anything i like; teehee=)

Seven things i can do:
-laugh non-stop till i cry
-cry whenever i want
-ice-skate and get pushed down by people(haha)
-say haha in every sentence during msn
-listen to ONE WAY many many many times
-msn-ing for the whole day
-hear the crackling sound of my knee(yucks)

Seven things i say the most(online):
-haha
-yah
-ehh
-i duno
-whatever
-teehee=)
-kays

Seven celebrity crushes:
ehh i don't have any haha xD

Seven people i want to do this too:
-AmandaYeo
-Yi Jun
-YuanYuan
-Ferny
-Jasline
-Nicole
-Evelyn

okay,now i think i may not come online too often cause i really think i spent to much time in front of the computer and thats BAD=(
so, from now on, i will NOT COME ONLINE TOO OFTEN SO U MAY NOT SEE ME=)haha i hope i can resist the temptation haha xD
i gotta MUG now! haha

`forgeting the past,a new transformation;`

2006-01-21T23:12:00.000+08:00

mood: normal=)
listening to: Forever and a Day (Hillsongs)

okay,today was kinda tiring.i went for cell=)and i forgot to bring my bus pass so i had to pay coins.then had cell& youth service. Praise and Worship rocks! and the sermon by Pastor Jennifer.

'' Think twice before you speak''
3 NOs:
-foul or polluting languages
-evil words
-unwholesome or worthless talk

3YES':
-good& benefitial to the spiritual pregress of others
-fitting to the need& occasions
-blesses& give grace and God's favour

whee! i promise to think before i speak=)
after service went to hawker for dinner with Sarah,Nicole,Sherm,Oli. we laughed and laughed.its funnie lah then oli's milo 'flew' to my hair=.= hahas yah then took bus home. i was suppose to pay 55cent but that driver say 90cent.wadthe... then i had to change $ with the people in the bus lor.so troublesome.afternoon that time the uncle say 55cent now this driver say 90cent.ahya whatever. jus treat it as giving money to the poor hahahah=)
yarh, i got nothing to do now. so sian. tmr got tuition and i haven done my english compre,summary and journal! sighsighSIGH!

`lift up your heads,open the doors,let the king of glory come in`

2006-01-20T18:39:00.000+08:00

Yea, its me. i havn't been updating for weeks.it's kinda busy for sec2 now.
this year teachers are NOTGOOD! they don't know how to teach one lah.esp our form.ohmygoodness! her voice makes me wanna PUKE.*yukes*
sigh,my knee is very pain today.i went to the audi for the malay thingy then walking up the stairs i heard my knee got crack sound then i felt that something was like MOVING! ohmy,OHMY! it's gross okay.try imagining it.then pain lah.
why do ppl say my knee injury is FAKE? can't they think of my feelings and the pain im experiencing?NO ONE KNOWS THE PAIN INFLICTED ON ME! even when i cry b'cos the pain is killing me,no one cares for me xcept my closest friends.during this period of time,i've been down and so many things happened.i guess,friends are the most important& i really realised the power of friendship.thanks ppl for the concern and everything.

Jiayu- thanks for staying with me when i'm down.u are the closest to me.all the pain i have been experiencing, u were with me.prayers,laughters,joys,sadness,everything.loveya<3.

Yihui- thanks gor,though u always suan me but u were concerned bout me.sorry i didnt want cold compress for my knee & dun ask me why=)takecare of urself and jiayouz!

Bryantay-thanks for cheering me up everyday.all the help with class 1o4,and the advises.dun worry kays?teehee=)SEXY BRYAN!haha don't kill me 'cos it's stef.

Estella a.k.a ASS- hey gal! thanks for comforting me.GOD WILL HEAL!

Huishan a.k.a Haha- MADD girl thanks for making me laugh.i duno why everytime i see u i will laugh.anw thanks!

Fangyu,Ferny,Amanda,Lingzhuo-thanks for helping me every now and then.i will take care.

everyone else who cared for me-THANKS ALOT PPL.=)

just 1 more week and it's going to be my knee check-up.I REALLY,REALLY,REALLY HOPE THAT IT IS HEALED BY THEN.IM VERY SUPER DUPER TUPER SCARED.maybe u are not me so u wont know the consequences of this.I guess, i shld have not gone for training the last few times.its always pain.but competition is coming...i really don't know! thats why i'm very confused,scared& worried. no one knows me better than God now.

God Please Bless& Heal Me!

`maybe it's too late to regret of what i've done`WORRIES.

2005-12-30T18:16:00.000+08:00

BAD NEWS

i went to NUH and the doctor said i had...

KNEE MENISCAL TEAR

;OH MY GOODNESS!!! howhowHOW.can anyone tell me how? 2oo6 is coming,orientation camp,rapport building,CCA extravanganza,T'tennis competition...
SO MANY THINGS LAH!!!sigh.
now i can't run cant go for training then what i do.HOPEFULLY IT HEALS BEFORE CHINESE NEW YR CAUSE MY COMPETITION IS RIGHT AFTER THAT!
what happens if it worsen?what will happen to me!!!my mind now is just full of questions.u can say whatever u want but i'm jus SCARED & nothing can make me not scared unless it's healed!
sigh.PRAY FOR ME!!! anyway.thankyew to those who cared for me when i hurt my knee.

2005-12-29T22:15:00.000+08:00

went tuition early in the morning today.then met yihui and the rest at jurong east library.had a great time with them.all the laughter.but I KNEE IS STILL PAIN!!! i'm going x-ray tmr i think & people...PLEASE PRAY FOR ME THAT NOTHING HAPPENS TO MY KNEE!
GOD BLESS ME.

2005-12-29T21:18:00.000+08:00

DAY 1
ii left for Malaysia early in the morning.reached malaysia at bout 8 something i think.stopped for breakfast& lunch.had dim sum at KL.woah!on the way to Micasa Hotel there's traffic jam.STUCK IN THE JAM FOR 2 HOURS!!! it's cause of a bus which had its tyres gone off.and it's darn funny!my uncle...hahaha.''Pardon me for my french!'' then the ''F'' word came out haha so funny.then my auntie say''hey!thats not french!'' LOLs.anyway, reached Micasa Hotel the hotel so BIG lah!very nice xD went to my cousin's hse in KL & my auntie prepared christmas dinner though it was only 23rd dec.wow.it's nice lah.beef,turkey pie...so delicious!then chat,chat,chat...then wentt to sleep.

DAY 2
waitted for my aunties they all to come to my cousin hse then went for lunch.ate yong tau foo.then went putrajaya for sight-seeing.that's it i think...

DAY 3
waited for my aunie then went for lunch.after that wentt shopping then went fishing.caught only 2 fish.that's my christmas! hahaha

DAY 4
wentt to visit my grandma's sister.then went shopping at Sungei Wang Plaza.wasn't feeling well that day but after lunch i was better.shop until i drop man! hahaha.then went to supermarket to buy instant noodle for dinner cos wasn't that hungry.checked into Micasa Hotel and the room was freezing cold.

DAY 5
woke upp early in the morning for breakfast at the hotel.then at bout 1030,we took a bus to Lot 10 and shop there then walk over to Sungei Wang and shop again.at bout 2pm my auntie came down from Genting and shop with us.my cousin.joshua,wasnt feeling well.he vomitted whatever he ate.went to look for basketball shoes and bag for my cousin,Aaron.later that night,both our family had party at my hotel room.watched dvd and ate chips...

DAY 6
early in the morning at bout 3+,me and my mum was...lols i duno how to say...cos its 3+ then my mum's and grandma's watch are both at 11+ but both are still working...then it's like so weird lah then my mum make it sound so freaky...hahhaha.had breakfast then waited for my another auntie to come back from Genting then we set off for Singapore.at Singapore causeway...woah! so many cars lah... anyway i reached singapore at bout 5+ or 6...

* things i bought in KL *
#1.thick jacket
#2.Billabong T-shirt
#3.sneakers
#4.sandals
#5.HILLSONGS CD! xD
(ONE WAY rawks!)

2005-12-28T22:47:00.000+08:00

hey people! i'm back from Malaysia! yupyup.and i'm tired so i shall blog bout my trip when i'm free.so CIAO! xD

2005-12-22T15:04:00.000+08:00

hellooo!yeah!i'm feeling better.as in my leg xD hahas yup.since i'm going KL tmr, i might as well blog here for the last time.see i'm so good! lol.yupp
okayy.early in the morning i went out for breakfast then i went for tuition.after that i came home haha.nothing much though.yarh.i added some pictures to my blog. (:

i won't be celebrating Christmas here so i wish everyone a MERRY CHRISTMAS! do enjoy yourself.see everyone when school reopens yarh.okay.CIAO

HOHOHO!

2005-12-21T16:50:00.000+08:00

sighsighSIGH.i'm full of sigh-ness.i injured my knee.pity me! hahaha.i duno whatt happened but all i know is iwas playing this sec1 rapport`o6 games then when i bend my knee there's a sudden pain.then i realised i canot walk properly and i canot straighten my leg.and tthank GOD for such good friends who helped me.
#1.yihui-tthankyew for putting the cold pack on my knee.great SJAB-ian.although u had to kneel on the floor u still did not grumble xD and b'cos of me u were alittle late for SJAB.

#2.joyce-tthanks for helping me to the sickbay.<33 ya!

#3.elena-thanks gurl for accompanying me at the sickbay and ur care&concern.

#4.yijun&john-thanks for paying me a visit at the sickaby.lol. xD

#5.MRS LIM LS-thnks for rubbing the oilment for me.and of course for making me laugh.
there are still alot of people who really helped me today.but these are the main ones.yarh.

A MILLION THANKS!

and now my knee is being wrapped with this duno wad thing.haha i really hope nothing serious happen.just the muscle or ligament not the bone.& IT MUST BE HEALED!!
so i will have to miss T'tennis training & friendly match against RV.sigh my poor partner has to play singles now.but there's no choice!my health more important.
i hope my knee will be healed as soon as possible cos im going KL on friday and it would be very troublesome.
anyway....
to alethea: all the best for tmr's match!though i may not be there but u must try ur best.SMACK IT MAN! or izzit MONKEY!

GOD BLESS ME!
people,pray for me kay.thnks xD

2005-12-19T13:51:00.000+08:00

its monday and im stuck at home...
sigh.tmr there's t'tennis!and i can see my MONKEY! xD
i MISS her.
after training i need to go bukit batok for tuiton cause i can't go for tuition on sunday so its kinda make-up lesson...
yup.& i don't know where itis.haha later i lost.and the tuition is like until 7.30pm.WAH! so late lah.then somemore after training so tired and sweaty then go air cold room...
anyway,im going malaysia on 23rd so i can't go for sec1 registration.
23rd december: HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANTING! though u won't see this xD
28th december: HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!

yarh jus wishing you all in advanced cos i may not be able to wish u all.haha
& of course...

MERRY CHRISTMAS! in advanced xD
to alethea: i only have this to say.....

HOHOHO!

2005-12-14T22:21:00.000+08:00

yeah i'm back.
okayy.i got this quiz thingy from evelyn's blog.cause im darn bored.yarh.

without looking at the questions,list 20 people.
#1.alethea
#2.jiayu
#3.fangyu
#4.ferny
#5.yuanyuan
#6.ling zhuo
#7.nicole
#8.yihui
#9.kelvin
#10.sarah
#11.jon chua
#12.shermaine
#13.aaron
#14.elena
#15.olivia
#16.evelyn
#17.yijun
#18.nicholas
#19.amanda
#20.ranice

-How did you meet 13?: aaron-ehh he's my cousin who is jus a few hours older than me xD
- What would you do if you never met 5?: yuan-i wont be so calm lols.she's good at comforting others & she's lame too.
- What do you honestly think of 10?: SARAH'S COOL& SMART!.
- Have you ever liked no.3?: fangyu-sorrie!i'm not les but yes i like her xD.
- If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?: alethea-she's my monkey of course i'll give her bananas.
- Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?: jiayu,jon chua-they don't know each other.
- Do you think 12 is hot?: shermaine-yeah!hahas.
- Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?: alethea,yijun-ehh i don't think so
- Do you know any of 3's family members?: fangyu-yarh! of course i know.
- On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?: elena-CUTE!7 barh!
- What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you: ferny-ehh how would i know!
- What language does 19 speak?: amanda-chinese& english
- Who is 8 going out with?: yihui-ehh i don't know now but maybe when sch reopens i know hahaha
- Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?: nicholas & yuan-oh nonononono!nicky got his xD
- When was the last time you talked to 6?: ling zhuo-hmn...open hse?
- What is 18's favorite band?: nicholas- i duno leh
- Does 4 have any siblings?: ferny-yep.onee sis& onee bro.
- Would you ever date 1?: alethea-nah,i won't date a monkey.heeho.
- Would you ever date 7?: nicole-oh no no no, i aint les
- Is 15 single?: olivia-erm...haha i think so unless...
- What is 19's last name?: amanda-shuxin
- What is 3's middle name?: jiayu-does she have a middle name?all i know is LOO JIA YU! maybe it's JIA.
- What is 10's fantasy?: sarah-not sure.ELMO,IF U SEE THIS,FILL IT IN URSELF KAY.
- Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?: elena & amanda-they know each other but they aren't les.
- What school does 16 go to?: evelyn-nanhua HIGH school
- What school does 1 go to?: alethea- nanhua HIGH school
- Where does 9 live?: kelvin-oops!some building near cho chu kang i think lol.
- Would you make out with 13?: aaron-huh?he's my cousin.
- Are 5 and 6 best friends? : yuan & ling zhuo- yeah they are very good best friends.
- Is 20 older than you?: ranice-yarh i think so.
- Is 17 your ex?: yijun-nah
- Do you ever see yourself with 12 and 18?: i don't understand this question.
- How is 2?: jiayu-ooh,she's a very very good friend (: someone whom u can share ur problems with.

2005-12-10T14:41:00.000+08:00

elmo here (:
yo what's up girly?
today there's healing service
no cell =(
SEE YOU IN CHURCH!
sam. sarah sim. sammy. simmy. yah yah all those.
now, i introduce to you...
ELMO
yea, that's me :D

darn I really wanna go Orchard tonight/*

2005-12-09T17:41:00.000+08:00

sam (:
okay i'm like obsessed with the Sam thingy :D
LUCKY FOR YOU!
means more posts for you :D
ell oh ell.

2005-12-09T17:15:00.000+08:00

hey! i updating for the sake of updating...okay whatever.
Sarah told me to update.yea thats right haha.

thanks Sam (sarah sim) for blogging on my account xD

sigh! i got nothing to say...
im kinda bored.i got nothing to do and my back is pain.haha

I want to go ICESKATING!
i think im addicted to it.but its fun!
i really have nothingNOTHING to say.i think im going to another blog to post....
if not ALETHEA the great will say im lazy...

HOHOHO!(her pet phrase& her middle name.lol.)
CIAO!

2005-12-09T13:01:00.000+08:00

Heyyyy.
It's Sarah again.
HAHA (:
So what's up? I'm kinda bored.
So I'm blogging for yer. Haha.

Bye Qianyi, enjoy what you're doing, wherever you are now!
<3 Sam.
Sarah Sim, geddit? Yea, I know it's cool.

2005-12-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

sarah here (:
Qianyi and I are having an auntie conversation at SKH. HAHA I'M GIVING MYSELF FREE PUBLICITY! ell oh ell :D I shall plug myself now.

SARAH
SARAH
SARAH
SARAH
SARAH

I am so cool. Qianyi :)
So where are you, huh? At home?
Aiya then got nothing exciting to say about your day.
Oh well.
That's all for now.
TAH TAH DEARIE :D

Lovelove, Sarah.

2005-11-28T13:05:00.000+08:00

1. name: qianyi
2. age: 13 (:
3. sex: female
4. birthday: 15 july
5. siblings: 1 elder bro.
6. hair color: dark-brown with black
7. eye color: dark-brownn
8. shoe size: us size 7 i think
9. height: 154?
10. any tattoos or piercings: 1 earhole on each ear

s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: NOO
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: rejoice.
3. what are you most scared of?: losing loved ones,results
4. who is the last person that called you?: dad
5. where do you want to get married?: hmm
6. how many buddies are online right now?: erm.23
7. what would you change about yourself?: hmm quite a number of things

f a v o r i t e (s)
1. color: orange woots
2. food: ALOT :D
3. boys names: hmm?
4. girls names: marianne?
5. subjects in school: maths.
6. animals: duno
7. sports: swimming? hmm.

h a v e y o u e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: no
2. smoked?: NOOOOO WAYYYY. unless it's second hand ._.
3. bungee jumped?: nope
4. made yourself throw up?: NO.
5. skinny dipped?: NOOOO.
6. ever been in love?: wahaha
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: NO.
8. eaten a lemon in its entirety?: nope. not whole haha
9. run away from home?: nah
10. cried when someone died?: of course
11. lied? : duhh.
12. fallen for your best friend?: my best friend's a girl :D and i'm 1o1% straight
13. been rejected?: nah.
14. rejected someone?: dunno.
15. used someone?: NO.
16. done something you regret?: duh. we all have regrets in life.

c u r r e n t
clothes: what else :O
music: sounds from the tv.lol
make-up: nil
annoyance: the volume is quite loud.
smell: perfume or what? but nil, either way.
favorite group: band? planetshakers(:
desktop picture: something lol.
book youre reading: the summer of the swans.
color of toenails: normal colour.

l a s t p e r s o n
you touched: eh i dun rmb touching anyone hehe.
hugged: gah dont know
you instantmessaged: kelvin or yihui either one.
you yelled at: dad hahaha
you kissed: err that was monkey years ago when i kissed my parents lol.

a r e y o u
open-minded: i dunno
arrogant: kinda?
insecure: bah
random: dunno.
hungry: NO. i just ate dinner.
moody: ehh, sometimes? =/
organized: uhh.not really
difficult: sometimes
attractive: i wont say that i am.

R A N D O M
In the morning i am: depends on morning what time
love is: love does not mean owning the person but just to see him/her happy and u'll be happy too<33
I dream about: i dunno.i forget the things i dream if they arent important.

o p p o s i t e s e x
what do you notice first: face?
makes you laugh the most: depends i can laugh easily lol.
makes you smile: ehh quite alot.

d o y o u e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: huh?
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: nah
wish you were younger?: atm no, but maybe i will in 5 or 10 years time?
cried because someone said something to you?: maybe i think so bah hahha

N u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: dunno.
of hearts i have broken: how i know.
of guys ive kissed: nil
of girls ive kissed: dun rmb.i dun think i've haha
of continents i have lived in: one
of cds i own: lazy to count x)

F i n a l Q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like filling these out?: kinda
2. gold or silver?: SILVER
3. what was the last movie you watched?: HAPPY POTTER & THE GOBLET OF FIRE(:
4. favorite cartoon/anime?: quite alot :D
5. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: leftover pizza my bro brought back last nite
6. who would you love being locked in a room with?: somebody SOCIABLE
7. could you live without your computer?: dun think so
8. would you color your hair?: maybe
9. could you ever get off the computer?: yeah, to go out/sleep/eat? duhhhh
10. habla espanol?: huh? spanish? not for me.
11. how many people are on your buddy list?: 134 i think
12. Drink Alcohol?: not for now.
13. Your name spelled backwards?: iynaiq
14. Where were your parents born?: sg?
15. Have you ever moved?: nope,i love my hse.
16. What's your Favorite place to go?: anywhere decent and clean? =/
17. Is your bed is a single, double, Queen or King?: single.supersingle to be exact.
18. What's your favorite sport to play?: ball games?that would only be tabletennis.
19. How many kids do you want?: ehh didnt thought of it.
20. Type of music you dislike most?: folk.
21. Colour of your school bag?: black with blue
22. Do you have cable?: i had it once but not now
23. Favorite 80's song?: erm.
24. Ever prank call anybody?: dun rmb
25. Ever get a parking ticket?: i dont have a license in the first place
26. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: i want BOTH! hahha
27. Furthest place you have ever been?: austrailia
28. Ever bowl a 300?: ball drop into longkang already lah.
29. What's your favorite comic strip?: baby blues
30. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?: i guess so, LOL.
31. Bath or Shower?: baths are cool
32. Best movie you've seen in the past month?: ehh.
33. Favorite pizza topping?: hawaiian
34. Beer or ale?: neither.
35. Have you ever smoked peanut shells? nope.
36. Do you eat skin on chicken?: depends but seldom
37. Apple juice or Orange?: both but orange would be better
38. Favorite type of chocolate bar?: hershey's
39. Your favorite fruit?: STRAWBERRIES(:
40. Your favorite vegetable?: xiao bai cai.
41. Have you ever won a trophy?: yupp quite alot hahah
42. Are you a good cook?: average
43. Do you know how to pump your own gas?: i dont drive, thankyou.
44. Bought something from an infomercial?: nope
45. Is Oprah annoying or great?: no comment
46. Ever flex in front of a mirror?: nope
47. Ever throw up in public?: dun rmb. i have bad memory i guess.
48. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love?: ehh i cant decide but i'd prefer my life with a purpose.
49. Do you believe in love at first sight?: yeah
50. Ever call a 1-900 number?: yeah
51. Ever been stood up for a date?: no
52. Biggest turn off of the opposite sex?: haolian or maybe not zhuanyi
53. Ever Been Cheated on?: no
54. What are the names of all your pets dead and/or alive? pets will die under my care so no pets. but dead or alive is a nice game xD
55. Can ex's be friends?: yep of course(:

2005-11-23T11:28:00.000+08:00

i changed my skin again hahas.
the weather is freaking coldCOLD!!!
im wearing my jacket now cos someone told me too hehe.
tabletennis training sucks cos i wasnt feeling that well HEADACHE!
haiiz but nvm.and guess wad?
MY MUNNKAY ALETHEA GOT A NEW PHONE;E730 SAMSUNG!
I WANN THAT PHONE! ITS COOL haiiz i wanted to buy that instead of my sony ercisson but its too ex.
nvm i shall be happie with wad i have.okay BYEBYEBYEBYE hahah

2005-11-12T16:33:00.000+08:00

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

2005-11-10T09:24:00.000+08:00

hey.i haven been posting my like weeks.(: yup today is jus plain boring bah.I CHANGED MY SKIN! i <333 it man haha.yst went to clementi sports hall to play tabetennis with presley,kenny,bryan and presley's fren( my suppose to be classmate from ctss) russell.i waited for them for sooo long they were LATE! i was early too.lol we went in to book tables but no more left so we went to KFC first.ate cheese fries.then we went back to book 2 tables. kenny played with bryan then b4 the match start suppose to guess where the ball is to see who start first... then i thnk maybe bryan duno lah cos when kenny ''chai qiu'' rite bryan went to look under the table...the expression on his face made me laugh so FUNNIE! AHHA so we played and played... i won kenny 3 times! or 2? anything haha(: then a lady called me to play with her so i play lor. she's oso quite funnie.then she sort of like train me or coach me.wow so lucky har me haha. yup thats bout all. haha I WANNA GO PLAY TABLETENNIS AGAIN WITH THEM HAHA hopefully!((:

2005-11-03T09:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE& AUNTY((:
sighsighSIGH! im decomposing its so super duper freaking BORED!

2005-11-03T03:42:00.000+08:00

hurhurr.its a boring BORING wednesday morning. yst was my grandma's birthday so WE (my family,my cousin's family and my aunty) went to celebrate! at the same time celebrate my aunty and brother's birthdae... 9.30am went to aunty's hse so sian we spent almost one day at her hse watching vcds...our breakfast was blackberry cake((: my uncle went to buy this sort of surprise like when u turn the thing it goes POP then all the colored papers pop out! we had a hard time cleaning the hse...after that we jus hang around watch vcds... bout 4pm we went to eat streamboat.sigh it wasnt that great didnt eat much but was full haha weirdo huh? i didnt eat lunch too so... yup then we went to the arcade to play lol. was sitting at the chairs looking at other ppl driving cars...yup u know... haha then i played with my cousins.3 of us played and i lost haha of course lah they boys leh... then later i forced my aunty to play haha evil me. she couldnt control!!! then she was like screaming SCREAMING the whole way through haha like AHHH ahhh AHHHHH i was like laughing the whole time until my chest was so pain. she was suppose to control the wheel but it bcame the wheel controlled her hehe.but she still got 2nd cos my bro...almost all the time ''REVERSE'' haha yup
so after that we came home lor haha very tired ler...
today is so sian...
BYEbyeBYEBYE!

2005-11-01T09:11:00.000+08:00

SIGH sighsighsigh its so boring BORING ! its only MONDAY! but hohoho tmr is public holiday so is thursday so at least i can go out with my family((: hurhurr.
I WANNA GO SWIMMING AND ICESKATING! i duno why but i always wan to go iceskating.you can see that i am ADDICTED yupyup YEAH! next week no chinese tuition.HIPHIP HURRY
my forehead hurts! a metal thingy scratched my head! tsktsk pain PAIN pain
its so QUIET here... haha yaya...
okaeedokieeCIAO people((:

2005-10-29T15:00:00.000+08:00

holidays're here! shld i be sad or excited or what?umm...
excited:i can slack and do my own things
sad:nothing to do and i will miss my frens
i really duno...
what i shall/needto do during the holidays?
#1.read MORE english books
#2.clean my room&house
#3.do finish my cross-stitch
#4.go back to primary sch.and help out!
#5.go for maths&science/chinese tuition *sigh*
#6.go back to sch.for tabletennis training
#7.play t.tennis with pres,kenny,bryan etc
#8.go ice-skating/library with yuan,amanda,jiayu,ferny,fangyu...
#9.go out with primary sch.frens
#10.hopefully go swimming
hmm.recently received a letter on ''transfer from express course to special course'' had a hard time deciding...my mum say up to me.''see whether ur frens going ornot...'' in the end i decided to transfer...there are both benefits and disadvantages...
BENEFITS
1.if i fail i wont get kicked out of sch.the most i will drop back to express.*touchwood*
2.the teachers would be better
3.we would learn more than others
DISADVANTAGES
1.would need to change class
2.may not be able to be with 1o5 frens ler
...but mdm poon say most probably wont change class.thats the reason why almost everyone accept the offer.to me:i think wont change class cos 105 now is studying higher chinese(except 2) express and special is the same(except the 3rd lang.) so there isnt a need to change class when we are studying the same stuffs...anw we've request NOT to change class(:
today was the last day of sch.mr chee told the class that he maynot be teaching us next yr *sigh* i wan him to teach! before he left he shook my hand and told me to work harder to get the marks i wan.he wrote on my card ''The Best is yet to Be'' does it sound fimilar?YES! it's the slogan for ACS.i kinda miss him shld he go.
my coach said that SUNJIEJIE is coming back from holland! YIPPEE!whee.i miss sunjiejie.not only me but oso my MONKEY partner! if she continue to teach us we'll definitely improve for next yr competition!

BEST WISHES TO ALL 1/5 PEEPS! HAPPY HOLIDAYS((:

okayCIAO people!

2005-10-22T13:00:00.000+08:00

promotion day it is!yeah!no sch.stayed at home the whole day quite boring):online the whole day yet its so sianz.umm didnt post for the past few days cos NOMOOD!results are back and they are not so good.didnt expect it...yup but nevermind cos i DID my best.english,art and history disappointed me the most.then chinese haiiz so close to A1 siax nvm lah.

ohya thanks kenny for cheering me up((:hehe

now that exams are over and holidays are coming its so boring! recently im jus reading books

#1The Five People You Meet In Heaven

#2The Purpose Driven Life

nothing much to post.shall wait till tuesday then post 'bout the trip to esplanade(:

CIAOpeople.

2005-10-20T12:22:00.000+08:00

YO YO!
i love my MONKEY!(haha quote from aletheamonkey)
yea my monkey love BANANAS but i dun really like them.DON'T U THINK THEY ARE TOO STARCHY?
haha okaee WHATEVER.
ORANGE is nicer than LIMEGREEN.hmn okay i agree that limegreen is nice too((:
got back all the EOYpapers le quite disappointed with most of the subjects.nvm i shld be happie with all i have.even if SOMETHING HAPPENS,its all planned.
everything happens for a reason.

2005-10-18T10:03:00.000+08:00

YEAH super happiee today.woke up early in the morning today and went ICESKATING with my best MONKEY(: haha we waited for the people to come they were late! haha nvm me alethea evelyn jenna and craven(duno how to spell) skated together.hmn...all would i say me alethea and evelyn skated together while jenna and craven were together.whoots! a boy and a gal skating together haha. the pros were super pro haha okay mayb its lame cos if they arent pros y called pros...diaoz ohwell me and alee were dragging each other round the rink real fast!cool;fun haha and ALETHEA THE NAUGHTY MONKEY OF MINE MADE ME FALL 2TIMES!nvm its fun haha YEPX then cos today is someones bdae then the fuji ice palace released foam for us to play haha.

after skating we went to mac for lunch sat together then we wanted to let jenna sit with craven but her dad sat so we haha forced craven to sit beside jenna.''do u sense evilness in the air''haha evelyn said that.well indeed EVIL haha craven ate only icecream cos he ate in the morning yup and he was like super cold...he's quite...umm.how shld i say after iceskating so cold still eat icecream...then WE were toking nonstop and we even talked bout monkey then me and alee was like wow MONKEY haha and alee saw a banana skin and she was tempted haha.its real fun after that wen for tuition hmn.2hours bcome 3hours...nvm(:yup wad a GREAT WONDERFUL day.
but tmr will get back results AHHHH! i jus hope i dun feel eng.anw trust in the lord hehe thanks alethea for all the ''encouragement''.lol
EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON! YEAH MAN!.
okay CIAO people! tata(:

2005-10-15T10:58:00.000+08:00

another day has past...today most of the tchers never come so it was sort of like free period for us*yeah*did cross stitch alot of ppl oso do haha.the day was quite relax haiiz but was not feeling that well.yupyup feeling beta le.after sch went to sunsports to play table tennis together with presley and kenny.wow presley paid for the rental fees $5/hour and he even treated us to kitkat and drinks.rich boi rite? haha.we played for 2hours haiiz lost alot of times i only won twice out of like...so many matches.wat to do?boys verses gurls surely boys win rite?!nvm lah haha at least i learnt somethings from both of them.hopefully i will win kenny next time not presley cos he is super duper PRO! haha presley said that he would organised another one next month hehe:))
wow i didnt know that presley knew how to ice skate! he has coaching lessons since young.haiiz i really really feel like going ice skating! haha
i got my new phone! haha but im quite scared now cos when i went home i dropped my phone once.whose fault?my brother lah.i press the doorbell then my bro dun wanna open the door then my phone was in the skirt pocket which i was holding then suddenly i dropped on the floor.hopefully nothing happens!!!okay TATA people;))

2005-10-13T02:52:00.000+08:00

its a sunny morning now and i have nothing to do!!! just washed my shoes and now im like sitting infront of the com STARING haha its gna be a long long long day if u get wad i mean yepyep=) yeah! i gna have a new phone but its not really the phone that i wanted i wanted panasonic VS2 or samsung E720c but in the end i had to buy sony ericsson but nvm i shall be happiie too>.< haha okaeeokae i shall go now.will blog when i have the mood.( i wonder when) haha CIAO PEOPLE!

2005-10-12T02:25:00.000+08:00

_; yepx haloha ppl=) whoots!whee! EXAMS ARE OVER! haha tmr making day dun need to go sch can slack but so sianx... haiiz sudden carving for ICESTAKING&SWIMMING haha today de homeecons quite easy or shld i say its easy haha jus that i forgot some of the things i learnt! fine nvm since its over.i feel like going fareast...so boring now that exams are over.hehe

ALL I WANT IS YOU PLANETSHAKERS

I've waited all my life to be here face to face.
I never knew that i could feel this kind of grace.
The way you show me that Your love has washed me clean.
Could never be erased, it lives inside me.

Take me to that secret place,
where i can only see your face,
And nothing else will ever feel this way.
You take away my guilty stains.
The things I've done that I can't change.
It's only by the power of Your name.

I stand here in this place
See the glory on Your face
Taken by the Wonder of Your name
I'm desperate for Your touch
Never needed it so much
'Cause all i want is You

When all the things around me have fallen to the ground
I'm always thankful for the Love in You I've found

2005-10-11T12:10:00.000+08:00

whoots! art is OVER! haha wat a funnie day haha when the class was doing the art,jiayu complained to mrs lim that there are mosquitoes so mrs lim said''nvm u all do i stand here let the mosquitoes bite'' haha then she saw a mosquito flying round me and she went to hit it''SLAP'' then i was like so...haha elena saw and she was laughing haha i laughed untill i almost cried!all the tears lol.I FINISHED MY ART ON TIME! haha.i kinda like my art haha whee!tmr got home econs test the LAST ONE! yeah haha
haiiz my brother very wad lor...its my turn to change hp le he every year change.his phone so good le still change haiiz everytime waste money buy so many things then me leh...hopefully my parents dun let him change but too bad my parents will spent more $ on him so...okayokaee wadever haha no matter wad i MUST change!
i wanna go out after exams!!! haha gtg study home econs le.well CIAO;sayonara=)

2005-10-09T21:08:00.000+08:00

wow!time past so fast siaz i still left stage 3 of art haiiz i dun have the inspiration to draw!!!this afternoon went for lunch at secret recipe then i wasnt feeling well stomachache and almost faint.the pain was unbearable and the sun was shining above me i felt so weak!but luckily i am feeling better now yupyup:))tmr got art test and chinese tuition hopefully it end faster and i can finish my art on time and it must be NICE hah!these few days so tired EOY de fault lah!almost everyday 1+ then sleep eyes cannot even open properly then eyes red and pain...

...i wan 11oct 9 o'clock to come faster haha cos after 9 can slack le...then muhaha...lol

i wan to go ICE-SKATING and SWIMMING!!!yup im just too tired le...okay i shall go do the remaining of the stage 3 now TATA people!xD

2005-10-09T13:30:00.000+08:00

I am not going to be the one who lets it die. I found it believable --
angels have walked beside me.all my life--and they still do.
A young university student was home for the summer.She had gone to visit some friends one evening and time passed quicklyas each shared their various experiences of the past year. She ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God à¢o keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a shortcut to her house,?she decided to take it.However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for "God's" protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped around?her,shefelt asthough someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past theman and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alley just twenty minutes after she had been there. Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and the fact that it couldhave been her, she began to weep. Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this young woman, she decided to go to the police station. She felt she could recognize the man, so she told them her story. The police asked her if she would be willing to look at a lineup to see if she could identify him. She agreed and immediately pointed out the man she had seen in the alley the night before. When the man was told he had been identified, he immediately broke down and confessed. The officer thanked Diane for her bravery and asked if there was anything they could do for her.?She asked if they would ask the man one question. Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked her. When the policeman asked him, he answered, "Because she wasn't alone.She had two tall men walking on either side of her."Moral of the story: Don't underestimate the power of Prayer! Gives ya goose bumps, doesn't it! This is to all of you who mean something to me, I pray for your happiness.

2005-10-09T04:55:00.000+08:00

hiie people! exams are finally over!the main ones i mean .yup left with art and home econs.haiiz im still struggling through my art i have the idea of wat to draw for stage 3 not i duno wat to draw for stage 2!!! thats y im slacking now haha=D hmn...the EOY was damn urghh...how to say?as in the lit test i totally screwed up the unseen prose.I DUN EVEN KNOW WAT THEY TOKING haha then english...i hope i dun fail if not byebye im outta school haiiz..geog was like quite ok except that i forgot most of the things i learnt.HISTORY SUX the most!science was okay but i forgot some things too. MATHS haha i consider it the best among the rest but i lost 1mark(thats wat i know for now) its the no.pattern for part1 lor...haiiz i couldnt think of the answer then when i handed it up i tot of it le but IT WAS TOO LATE! fine nvm wats over is over haha.HOPEFULLY I DUN FAIL A SINGLE SUBJECT i shall trust the mighty one;GOD haha.

whats over is over.do not grieve bout the past for it is over.do not worry bout the future for it has yet to come.live in the present and make it so beautiful that it is worth remembering!okay CIAO people.